Controlling my writing

Controlling my writing

Hi folks!

Hope you´re doing fine. I am. So… What have I been up to lately?

Well, I´ve chose my IB subjects for next year. I won´t write them here, otherwise you´ll probably think I´m a nerd, but I don´t really care, what you think, so… xD

And now, I´m preparing for my End of Year Tests (EoYT), which is hell.

I have already been to 3 exams. Chemistry went surprisingly well. But that was maybe because I´ve found this genius web page with chemistry exercises. So, I´m kind of proud of my self… But, let´s wait for the results.

English was strange. I don´t know how, but it was. It wasn´t easy but there was something that made me write a really good story about teenagers and stuff.

But I totally screwed up on math. Gosh, I thought that I´ve prepared myself enough, but no. It was horrible. The thing without a calculator! How were we supposed to do that?  And I was in High Level Math class… can´t even imagine how horrible it must have been for standard students…  

Well, and now, there´s only biology left. Thank God for that.

Even though I like biology, I am nervous. I have no clue how the exam is going to be like. The questions, the things… I mean, our teacher is… well, she´s not good. And that´s making me scared.

 

Well… I am completely in love with evanescence. Not that I´m an Emo or Goth or whatever, but I think that their songs have some kind of a special message.

 

I’m dying again, I’m going under
Drowning in you, I’m falling forever
I’ve got to break through, I’m going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don’t know what’s real and what’s not
So I don’t know what’s real and what’s not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head

Brilliant!

 

Love from me

 

 We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you

It’s not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It’s only in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming

Todays homework…. Kick someone´s ass!

Written under strange conditions…

I mean, look at me! I´m here, Czech girl in completely different country – Denmark. Tomorrow – actually today´s my birthday – not that I´m excited about it. I mean… I don´t think that I should celebrate my birth. All right- maybe I should, but I don´t want to. It is the same thing like witn New Year. I´m always ending like the world’s biggest loser: Sitting alone, watching horror movies, drinking the most disgusting red wine. Then write some happy -new -year- wishes- post -cards, sending them over the email or cell phone message and then fall asleep at 5 am in front of some highest scary and provocative movie with Christmas cakes all over my body, empty bottle of wine-But that´s not exactly what I was talking about eh?

Yes, I mean, I´ve finally figured out, what I want. I´m not so dreamy like most of the girls I know like with: I´m going to live with my boyfriend to the end of my days. I don´t care about my carrier, O just want to be with him.

Yeah right, how old are you? 15? 13? I mean, that´s not what I want. I don´t want to offer my dreams to love ( I know, maybe in five ten years I´ll change my mind,) BUT! Now, I think that love sucks. ( uu, I bought some very special chewing gums with banana flavor. Yam!! )

Fav. Dish? Right now? Ehm… Indian Food…

Fav. Music? Jazz, blues… With a black man singing all these dump love songs. It sucks, but it´s damn good.

Mood? Hungry, tired, depressed, a real wirdo, and lazy

Fav. Movie? Bridget Jones, easy question.

Egg and bacon or some crispy crunchies for breakfast? Everything – just NOT the lemon tea. Bvadr.

If you should kick someone´s ass… Who would that be? Thinking of lot of friends, my brother, and myself.

Something embarrassing? Yes.. I can´t spell embarrassing. xD

Love

Oreeille

Strawberry Cigar and Me

Finally.. I got a new notebook. It is absolutely amazing! Can´t get enough of it. xD
But now, I´m just sitting on my bed and watching all these old French movies – Belmondo, Pierre Richard etc. – and Queer as Folk of course. And I began to write on my long and very “boring” story: HP and the heirs. Totally romance and love story, which I´m very tired of, but whatever. I look on the archive, where it is, and there are about 33 000 people reading it…

 

Omg, next Sunday, I´m going to London1 Can’t wait for that! All right, I have to be on the airport at 5 am, but I mean.. Whatever, I´m going on one of the best London schools! Saint George International on the Margareth st. xD
London, here I come!
I´ll get 5 hours English lessons on a day, and then, I can do, whatever I want to. Omg, I´m going to see London Eye, Crown Jewels, Baker St, whole London xD

 

I really need to see some more James Franco movies. And some David Thewlis movies.

 

Damn, my exams are over now… Yaiy! Alright, after my social studies exam I needed a cigarette… I was really down.

I really should quit smokin´ when I feel bad. I really should.

 

Love,
Oreeille

 

 

 

“What is you name?”
“I think it would be better, if we don´t borrow with names.”

There have to be something than duty to die?

Sometimes destiny does not give you choises.

 

STOP thinking

New Movie About Edith Piaf? Please!

Tell me You do love me… And I´ll kill you.

Truth? Stop Lying To Me!

It´s up to me, to save my dreams.

Stop thinking, that you´re perfect. Your not

There shall be no more death. I´m here.

I´m disappointed by this new “Amazing” world.

MY life? It´s all, or nothing. There´s nothing between. So give your everything!

Pain, I can’t get enough

Sitting on the bed. Listening to the best CD Madonna ever has made: Something to Remember. Drinking wine. NOT smoking is not allowed to at home and by the way.. I’ve no reason. I’ve just read about 60% of my letters – mostly from Gabriela, my family, my „old“ class in the Czech Rep. Omg, these letter are like.. dunno… Like 6 years old. *Sentimental feeling* I desperately need someone to write with. I know, I’ve got all these web sites, mails, blogs.. but I really miss the times, when I were just sitting on the beach and writing letters. In a month, I’m going to be in London and just walking around. Around, enjoy London. Alone… Feelings: Queer as Folk: Brian: Who is that on this picture? Justin: Oh, just one friend. Brian: You should do him. Justin: I already did. Yelling: Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all Crying when I’m watching Naked.. Loving David. SO perfect! I’m scared of this movie, I’m crying because of this. ‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all! Miss my Vanilla cigar. Need to smoke. Dancing on the street. Don’t care about the people. Need to read Alion blog. Need to see QaF… Need to call someone.. Need to se video with David. www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7MpgjftVSM Rather feel pain than anything at all…. Pain without love.

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Plans

My plans for next 10 days:

- Exam, exam, exam

- Buy a Yan Tirsen CD

- Buy a Bobby McFerrin CD

 - Meeting with UKN

- *Looking forward to this*

- Accept Y.K apologies – maybe

- Translate Tango del Buen Aire from LA Spanish to English

- Kick someone’s ass

- Buy some flowers and Candy Floss

- Just for one day! Fall asleep before 1 am

- Buy Naked – actually order it from UK or Sweden.

- Answer all these 50 mail – People! STOP writing to me! xD

- See Pulp Fiction again

- Stop hanging out on YouTube – it’s driving me crazy – all right only one video is driving me crazy… It is just sooo wonderful.

- Stop using >Grateful< all the time